Thursday, January 28, 2010

Change Day 1

So I just came from my friend's house and I decided that I should blog. I haven't done it in a minute, and for any one out there that is reading enjoy. If no one is reading, then at least I got this off my chest and out in the open. You know, I have come to a point in my life where it is time to grow up and start taking actions and responsibility for my life. There have been so many instances where I would constantly wonder what others thought about me. I would always let my outward affect my inward. After a while, it gets old and the game gets boring. People start to annoy you, and you start to wonder who you really are.

I may not know who I am, and that's fine because every day life brings new mysterious, new adventure and new joys. Each day I find myself changing, and I hope it is changing for the better. However one thing I do know, is that I am fine in the skin I am in. I do not need approval from anyone... I do what I do because of all the people that told me I can't. All the people who had something to say.. For all the people who looked at me and said I wasn't good enough. I know where I am going to be, I know that I am going to be great. I know that I am going to be a positive force in the industry. That is one thing I know. I don't care what others think... The people who love me, care about me, and know for who I am are the people who matter the most. No more criticizing myself.... no more self doubt... no more anger with other people... no more outside approval... It ends TODAY... My journey for self-discovery... happiness.... peace... and love... begins... FOLLOW ME... Live. BE FREE.. BE HAPPY

Love,

Ashley